:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
so frustrating! i'm completely blur. i don't know how to operate this blog well. feeling so useless. what the ****. wad a day today, christine is off for cameron highlands(isit spelt like this?). must be looking for monkey and banana there..
i'm missing my brother, noone to joke together with me. that dude went to Camp! waiting for him to be back and share his experience. miss him so much. looking forward for school to start. i need books, weird huh! thats me i'm crazy, as usual. i bought daniel's cd listening to the songs, while typing this. my mother is so stress i really hope i could help, but what can i help. she wants me to help her as part timer as promoter. i have speech problem. if i make a mistake, she will really make a big fuss again. i hate when she frown, i don't want her to frown its bad for her health. my heart bleeds when she frown or she gets angry.hai. i wish i could study faster during poly, get among the top, so i could get scholarship then she wouldn't pay much for my fees. den i can study at a higher level aft poly. get a good job and pay then my mum wouldn't be so stress. how i wish. i saw ms tan yesterday wanted to say hi, but hai words just didnt came out.. a plain blog webby with long blogs, readers must be so lazy to read..zzzz crazy sensation. sighs whatever duh. tsk.. cant wait for friday! 3-sOme gathering! hahaha crazy madness will be up that night.hoho!must not disturb my mother ok? hee
