:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
what a tiring day. entire day i've been laughing like noone's business. had a fantastic lunch with my classmates. playing "black magic" with my classmates! haha appear that they can guess how we did it! haha shall con them till the end of poly's life. opps its really very easy after you know the "concept" of the game! haha and we played and asked lots of stuff. the bonds between one another grew closer. however, bond between certain group has sort of drifted a little further. hmmmms well, i can do anything. its not up to me to decide.
then somehow we ended up at a shelter near the fish pond, and started talking. my "gay" gang! haha huay min, sally and me. we start to play around! opps hahaha we start to make "eye" contact den leg contact. haha then Audrey came!! hoho funny huh! hmmmms, cute. haha opps out of my mind today. they surround me! crazy hahah in front of audrey, so embarrassed! stupid. shy! hahahha but i'm used to it! haha tommorrow no IMB lecture! boring!!!! wai leng so tired today everywhere we go, she fell asleep everywhere we go. outside toilet she fell asleep. during band practise fell asleep. bet she's already sleeping soundly!. sianz dunno why just come home for awhile, quarrelled with my mother. i have something to tell her. yet like she dun understand it. how to tell her. sianz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she just simply dun dun dun dun understand me fully. i like to do things that is comfortable for me, not her. i know she wants me to have the best stuff. but thats what she thinks and not me! i'm soooooo i dunno how to say. sianz! hais argh! i'm stress already on my school work dun wish to quarrel with her on such Stupid stuff. come on i really hope she will simply just UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!!
