:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
[...its just another day passing by...]
somehow i feel upset. somehow i feel happy. somehow i dunno why i have mixture of emotion in me. i dunno whether to laugh or to cry. smile or frown. i chose to smile i chose to laugh. i chose to be happy! but why is this sadness in me.zzzz isnt my chose going to chase my sadness away? so confused. hmmms love is such a headache. i dunno whether its good to love someone or its bad to be loved. so stupid. why must life be so complicated and complex. hahah just let it be simple! complexity is just a burden to life. no point. everyday, something bad and good will happen. everyday is a brand new day. and everyday my fear rises and rises. its hard to explain. cos its just that i dunno what will happen. will thing goes the way it should be. its hard to conquer this fear. i'm trying but this scar just stays there. printed deeply in me. everyone has a regretful day. i had two and its enough for me to feel remorse till now. fiak myself simple as that.
this is my son jaden.
he is so adorable. love at first sight! gosh whenever i'm upset i'll look at the pic. somehow i smiled, i think cos he is cute and handsome! haha oppps
