:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
[..freako..]
when for band self practise! i cant play. but i'll continue to work harder. nothing is impossible! argh but really kind of feeling down since yesterday. never played so badly before. but i'll work harder. i cant pitch properly after high F! how depressing! never i'll do more long tones exercises! =. yesterday was joy's bday and i felt bad for not like able to celebrate with her properly, cos i have to rush back for band recording! and end up with a bad band practise. like this how to become SL! fiak manz! i must strive hard to be SL!!! really. i've been practising! and practising. my playing just kept on deterioriate. hais. now any problem. NOV3 i'm having O'level english! and i have poly exams too! how manz! i cant tk my poly maths paper on that day! ARGH!!! in deep confusion! and shit! hais haiS i've been frowning. i didnt notice until audrey told me! wth. z z z z z z z z z . feeling stress exams are coming. and stress from band! argh!
