:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
have i told you lately that i loved you? more and more people are attached. sickening. i dunno if i can love him. loving a guy is so tiring. ok lets not say love. i admire him i guess. i can say i love him. cos i cant. HAIYA! sianz girls are more understandable. guys are nothing but tico bastards, nasty bastards, ETC! so tiring. even ryan has stead now. wth. feeeling soooooooo shi bai. sianz haiya be LEs la. idiotic. crazy. kiddings la. sianz. seriously feel that gurls are more understandable. guys nothing to comment on. they can never be caring concern understanding etc compare to gurls. i mean seriously. sianz its sickening. i cant stand it! hais. falling in love with a guy is so hurting and tiring. hais. i mean yeah i will not possibly have any guys to fall in love with now. i'm an ugly piece of shit. thanks manz.
hmmmmms well stay single and love my family friends, sisters, brother and of course my best buddies. hais. screwed now. sooo screwed. i think i'm in love with *************** but come on i cant. i cant. hais. how i wished things was like last time. haven been able to concentrate studying. hais sisi sound fine now. happy for her. hais wo zhen de hen lei, why cant i have something i really want. just this time. hais. once? twice? i prayed hard to get that stuff but .........argh wadever. pissed
