haha wad a weekend plus monday and tuesday. totally shagged now. haha had chalet at pasir ris on sunday mon and tuesday. it was awesome i spoilt it somehow haha!! i am sooo sorry. went to stay over at jac's place on saturday haha helped up with some stuff only. feeling guilty cos i helped up very very little only! hahaha sorry. over the night haha we made agar agar and jac made italian noodles for us. mei ting has to attend her cousin's bday celebration so she went home haha missing out the noodles? haha oh well. jac was super hyper that whole sat sun mon tues? lolol!! watched the day after tomorrow at 2+ am haha with jac's cousins haha but i went to her room and fell asleep alittle haha!!! was a little tired oppps!! LOL. den we slept and slept haha till next morning 11+ am haha. oh my hahha. the chalet was great. haha laughter and laughter and more laughter. haha really its laughing and laughing and laughing. haha our laughter bomb the entire unit?? LOLOLOL it WAS LOUD MAN!! haha. zaidi and thomas kept bitching around was really hilarious. most of them watched day after tomorrow on the first night. but i was really tired. my head felt heavy haha. and i just hmmmms slept on the bed. haha mt came into the room and ask me to sleep on the pillow. haha errr actually i cried that night haha BLAH BLAH. but well errr i am so sorry. i shouldnt have! haha. monday was quite bad alot of things happen? i dunno why my daily routine of my life. problems and "surprises" or any unexpected things kept happening? haha. . . . i found out nini has hyperventilation problem. and recently it kept happening? i'm a little worried. i only remember she had this breathing and chest pain during one of the band camp in sec sch. my heart stop 3 beats manz. i thought wad happen to her! sometimes she smsed me that she felt difficulty in breathing was worried but i didnt know that things will be like so bad. and i only come to know about this problem like now. when she has this since very very long time ago!. was upset worried. i dunno wad to do. and then wad sehz i cried at night while talking to thomas was supposed to console and make hiim smile. in the end is the other way round. haha sorry. why my buddy. haha cant i have that problem instead of her? at least she doesnt suffer. can i have all the illness and everything my friends and her have so that they will be more happy and can lead a greater and coool life? just let me take up all the burdens can i? i know its life. but my heart aches when i see them suffer. i cant stand by one side and do nothing? hais i feel so useless. i have my own sets of life problems health problems family problems but i dun want to see people around me suffering. the frownings lines on their faces changes my day. i'll be totally out of mood.

i cared for people who doesnt really need that care. and those who really need keep a secret about their problems and stuff. and i didnt care for these people when they are the one who really need my care. i'm so sorry i should have seen it earlier. now i know who are the ones who needs cares and stuff. now i learnt my lesson.

i am sick manz. i vomited the whole morning. zzzz yesterday during band break i vomited. zzzz muahahha i am pregnant haha no lars. crazy. haha. chest pain?? haha maybe i think too much! hahahahaha maybe i laughed too much. i'm tired. haha vomited the whole morning manz.! oppps

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The Spongebob Has Spoken ...on 11:46 AM