:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
[....lousy day....] did i hear a "B" or "D". its a big difference! the com skills teacher gave all bad comments about me. how can i possibly can a "B" obvious its a "D" sucks. guess i really screwed my own presentation. spending weeks days and hours on this shit. sucks. shouldnt put too much time in it. i cried a little, really couldnt control, i put in effort and neglected the rest of the papers. only IMB was like gOoD? sucks. cant afford to do badly. i promised myself to be among the top in class. get a diploma. go to UK university to study. and give my mother and brothers a good life to enjoy. now my results are like bad? i haven got it back but it pretty obvious. have to buck up somehow or another. headache having O'level english! i dunno how to buck up on that. i'm aiming a A haha what a laugh. an impossible dream. but i just got to try! shucks. argh. just like the say "sacrifies have to be given in order to achieve" i love you mom! hais
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