[..freaks..] was in a bad low mood. yeah i smiled as usual but yesterday i smiled as usual in the outside not the inside. hais i called audrey to like ask about something den i heard the bad news that her friend just passed away. immediately i thought of the past. hais i broke down in the taxi. was on my way to park lane. hais i really dunno why i cried, the feeling of that day i lost my dad just came back. hais i missed him. terribly told some people about this cos i really need someone to tok to. i didnt tell audrey about this, cos she was already in a low mood. hais den mei ting's bday i couldnt go cos i'm in a low mood i mean i cant possibly go there and spoil her party with my mood. hais well this is life hais. but went causeway with william wai leng andy and lewis. lewis was pissed cos we didnt go for mei ting's party. but come on i have my reason. i wan her to have a good time and not spending time to console me this and that. hais william was really kind caring etc etc etc. he helped me carry my eup for the whole journey. i like him you know. haha tok some secret shots of him =X heee waileng kept laughing at me, for this stupid secretive shots of mine acts. heee =) didnt realise i kept talking to william the whole journey. he is really nice to tok to =P hee well =) this at least brighten my day alittle today was better haha was with my mother =) i miss her. weekdays normally didnt have much time to tok to her. so gotta catch up with her during the weekends. she has been soooo stress i dunno how to help her hais! =( tok to audrey on the phone for around 45 min. =) brighten up my day. i love her manz. life is so fragil. i want people around me to know that every single second min hour days months year centuries. i love them and i care for them and i miss them. i cant always be there but i wan to catch every opportunities that i have with them and remember them always. cos one day i will not have this chance anymore. so i'll treasure every moment that i have and cherish them. i love my family: my mom, and bros. i love my friends: esp janice jiahui. i love my hao xiong di : christine. i love my two beloved sisters. : audrey and sisi. sisi and i sisters for 3long years. and i love you sisi. and i love everyone! cos everyone deserved to be loved and cared

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