:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
simple life is unexpected. people just leave and never return. simply for a guy, this girl just took pills and now she's gone. a 16 kid, pure and simple with aims n directions to go for. just end cos of you bloody bastards guys. i hate guys. stab isnt enough for them. guys guys and guys all they give is 10% love 90% will be used to harm gurls. shut up n go away. i hate guys.
how shocking i was when i heard about the news. dumb-struck. speechless?. i dun understand over a guy she ends her life. if i am who she is. long ago i've already ended my life.
i mean yeah i am like falling in love with "someone" but i cant get that love back. i know that. i can love from far not near. that person is just simply so near yet so far. every night. i'll write my thoughts in my hp. post as a note. my another way of relieving my problems.hais. i mean today wasnt that bad at least i'm not as stressed up or sad. but still i ate that Spicy tuna thingy at coffee bean kids portion. really spicy can cry. but i feel relieved. wanna thank janice n audrey. been like there for me. feel that i brought ****** to them hais. i think should just keep everything to myself. er i dunno. all i give my friends sisters brothers are just my problems. have i given them any joy or happiness. i've been wondering. i suck. simply sucks. i should just shut my mouth. or wadever. sick n tired. hais
