:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
ar! i'm stressed! feeling so damn inferior! feeling so fed up. hais sooo many problems. first band - ntu concert next sat and i'm like a newbie to the pieces. its not very hard but the notes are far too high! ar. trying very hard, practising very hard. but noone knows. hais. cos i dun seem to be improving! argh. hais pei yi everything better than me always praised by lao shi. most of the times. hais i'm the sl trying to catch up with her i cant! AR!!! sunday should i go for phil youth band audition. i dunno hais commitement wise i really cant afford! but joseph spent so much effort just to give me this audition manz! i'm scared cos i dun think i can pass hais! hais hais nyp eup section having audition too. sooo stress i'll be like scolded again n again! hais! pei yi ar!! make me soo stress. hais a challenger to me in a lot of ways. hais!alot of things manz. hais hais.
studies trying to catch up at least not really falling asleep in class le =) at least. hahahahhaahaha i need a guy manz. i dunno why i think i'm crazy too stress or wad. hais janice yeap you know wad i mean. hais he really very funny. find that i can click with him. yeap! =) hais now mei ting tease me n joseph. wth zzzzz just that we talk alot n he teach me stuff mahz! =( hais i think i really like AHEM! =X heeeeeeeeee whatever. hais i miss janice n jia hui! =)
