

:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
staring at the ceiling for bloody miracle to tk place perhaps. hais i dunno if he received my sms. hais i really fall for him this deep that i cant climb out from the hole. i'm waiting n waiting hoping for a miracle i'm looking for desperately. either he likes me too or forget him totally. forgeting him totally seems impossible. maybe it takes some time. but i think i need a long time. unless this someone just appear and eraser my memories about rayson. hais BUT i'm going to forget him. i must forget him. or else i look so bloody down everyday?? cos of him. thats bull shit. i'm me. and i'm not going to let him affect me a single bit of shit.
hais feel very bad. i told janice i'll be going out with jia hui and her. but suddenly things cope up. feel like bad bad bad. hais. sorry babe. seriously sorry. and sorry i made you feel so bored yesterday. hais