:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
yesterday night was horrible. i cant sleep. my stomach was hurting like crazy i visit the loo like noone's business. but still i'm gonna run later. haha during my 2 hours of sleep yesterday. i dreamt of someone. haha i was out with someone. haha and suddenly that someone hugged me and held my hand. hmmmms the feeling was something i had never felt. haha like i say its a dream. somethings if are meant to be. it will be. haha i cant expect much haha cos its not me who set the rules of my life. haha i am happy with wad i have with that someone. haha i am content. =) i am very happy now with my life. with the things and the someone that i like.
janice and jia hui i have succeed in forgetting my pain and hurtful stuff. haha now i'm given something i deserve. maybe to some people. this thing is small or nothing to them. to me wad i am given now. the surprises. i am very content and satisfied. at least i am happy now. haha no frownings hahaha. there's so much to tell you guys. haha i know wad questions you two may ask already. perhaps one of them "are you sure about this?" "are you sure you like this person" haha. the answers i already have them. i have see through my pain to get to this stage. and i wanna say thanks. janice and jia hui and someone i will never be able to pull through this hurdle. but i did it. with all of your help. and to this special someone. haha i didnt realise how much you meant to me. cos audrey was on my mind the other time. i have never realise you were someone whom i....... i dunno how to say. haha. confessions have been made. be it you or me. haha i wanna say thanks =). i am smiling everyday in my life cos i have you and my grps of friends. yeah i am not joking. haha hahhaha sometimes its hard to say 3 words. haha =) see you
