:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
fcuking week fcuk month. fcuking stupid me. fcuking life. fcuking studies. everything fISHED me up! AR! wad happen to me. it because of band. i think it just me. JUST ME! fish i want my life back. i just want it back. everything is just so fish. trying to perfect it up. end up screwing everything. bad year? its just an excuse to say that. its just me, i'm to be blame. i neglected lots of friends cos of band. fcuking screwed. i broke down soo many times cos of friends. i feel so stupid. band is making me freaking mad. i love band but not to this extent i guess. i'm tired. i want my friends. friends start leaving cos i'm busy. wad nonsense. stop telling me stuff cos i'm busy and i'm stress. i know how to weigh. but they choose not to believe this. feeling so fcuking alone. trying to solve all problems in my section fcuking. the more i solve the more problems just flooding in. cant find a single person to talk to. tok to audrey end up she compare me with her! ar. ok fine i'm weird. k noone understand me. fcuk!!! AR! i made up my life. i shall preoccupy myself with things to do. make myself busy. so i wun think about all this.
dom christine chong yee ming fen and germaine came to the open house yest. i miss everyone. including myself. i just want my old self back
