:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i sound crazy today. no past few days. was soo down. terribly down. i tried to be myself. but it only last for a few hours and it wears off. hais. i wanna go back to my usual self! i missed it. i wanna be loved you know wad i mean. but i end up being disppointed. i loved her but i cant loved her. so freaking fed up. i hate guys. i had a crush on this guy. and fish he is a gay. i'm like huh. i dun mind gays lesbians or bisexual. they are human. but hais disappointment again and again. am i fated to hate guys. this is sooo sucks. i skipped ntu band today i'm like really beat. lesson starts at 9 i woke up at 830 today. wad the hell manz. hais. shall stop here. really tired now
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