:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i think i'm getting depressed. zzzz i seem to lose things around me. i cant seem to be happy myself. i tried. i did but it only helped for a while a short while. i lack love. i lack confidence. i lack courage. i fear falling in love cos i've been hurt so much. i've decided to occupy myself with purely band work studies this holiday. to heal myself. thanks leng for accompanying me.
life wasnt on my side. wooden drawer dropped on my leg. computer kissed by virus. i just punched myself accidentally. can things just stop happening. i just want to get out of my solitude. janice sisi christine ping xi is trying hard to pull me out of my solitude. but yousSsssss are pulling me back. stop it. i'm tired. i've been crying. i feel dumped by a male. damn sad.
i wanted to spend time with some peoplesSssss they are always busy. i cancelled everything just to go out. things always happen after i cancel them. end up. alone. its ok this is my life.
