:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
running a fever again. wth. hais. hope i'll be ok tml.
as i've said dates are meant to be broken. fuck this sucks i hate it. why this always happen TO ME! destinated fated is that all for me in my life. i shall isolate myself. let ppl hate me den. who bothers. life is so miserable going through such things. who cares if i faint in the middle of the road. who cares if i am calling to tell you i am dying. who bothers. thomas is like a cold blooded freak now. he seems happy without us this few days. i'll leave you alone. hope happiness is with you.
where is mine. . . i feel like a burden to people who cares. . . sorry. sorry i cant stand onto my feet firmly. i tried being strong but i arent strong enough to fight all. i'm very tired trying to get thomas happy. i am tired trying to make myself happy. i am tired scolding my brother. i am tired of being a proper girl. i am tired of loving someone who seems so far. i am tireed cos of trying to keep everyone to me. thomas left. carol left samantha left meow zhi left. perhaps i really suck like wad carol says last time. everyone simply hates me.
