:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
the more i love you, the more you seem so far, beyond my reach. must things be like this. why must things be always like this to me. why cant it be like sec sch. when i prayed hard for something it really happens for me. why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY!!!!! not now. everyone gets to love someone they love why cant i. why me why me why me. i love YOU! do YOU! where is my ans. i just want to know if you love me. not expecting much. i dun want relationship. you dun even care whether i love you or wad. you make me feel this way. i already FELT USELESSS why must you make me feel more this way. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
are wad i did so tiny pea to you. i'm not guys who likes you doing so much more than i do, i put in so much effort trying to set things back to normal, is that a pea to you. maybe i am stupid, i do so much for people i get nothing back, hope mutation takes place in this gene, turn into someone nasty, selfish, fucking arrogant, like it that way, i hope i can do it that way. thanks for people who loved me. sorry i'm became like this once again. sorry. i'm venting my unhappiness thats all. no offence.
