:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i think i'm not going to the media thing. i think i cant handle it. i am really tired. today i was just simply out shopping for 5 hours i am like exhausted, tired and i'm like dragging myself to walk. i think i need to take care of myself, media and stuff isnt as impt as my health. i cant fall sick or anything cos someone needs me. he is idiotic, depressed again, refused to say out. keeping calling himself a jinx gooodness i'm so affected by it. cos i'm like feeling useless unable to help him out from his hurdle but i need to know wad happen first. i'll make him say. he cant stay like forever manz. = well he is my buddy, his prob is my prob. the class problem is getting worse. sooooo bad i feel that it simply really omg. hais SEE so many problems are arising ONCE AGAIN!!! haiyo. when are happiness going to like happen?
went orchard just now with my spastic presidents was like really crazy lars. SUPER crazy. damn spastic i kept trying on Jackets and i look funny n spastic i still come out with some punk signs. kept laughing lors. we took neo print and its VERY spastic. haha so cool lars. i cant wait for holland. oh well looking forward for more of this OUTING with SPA!! haha we went pass red earth shop. and they offer manicure and stuff. and they OFFER SPA pedicure!! then we started saying how they going to SPAs the pppl with nails n stuff treatment. we kept laughing la. haha oh well alot to tok about but i'm lazy =X WE LOVE ORANGE!!
when will my fairy tale begin. i never had a real one. i love someone so badly haiya i dunno. mei ting dawn been talking to me about her. scoldings advices but things just sank deeper. krystle says that my love for her is not the love that i am seeking. i know myself. really believe me i really love her. but i know she's not feeling that way that i am feeling. its ok. just let things be. we dun even seems to be like sisters. hais that the most saddest thing ever. we vow to be sworn sister i am not joking at all. i dun have loads of wad sis n bro thing. simply 2 sister and a brother that i love so much. christine knows that sisi know that. how about you?
love fades away
people dies
people dies, because love brought them to death
fairy tales do happen
but where is mine?
i lost a daddy fairy tale
i just made a wish i hope it comes true
being in love is nice yet hurtful. haha so funny feeling. hmmmms oh well. just try to skim through my life happily hopefully. haiya, already being rejected or whatever for so many times why should i think so much manz. but it just keep coming into my mind. oh well, its life. hmmmms cant meet up for 2 long weeks seems like years to me. starting to lose my touch of love for myself and for others. oh well its life.
