:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
finally saw audrey today. wasnt in a good mood haha. but i didnt show lol. i just simply made ppl laugh haha znd they kept slapping me!! zzzzz hahahha!! very happy to see audrey. seeems happier?? good good. if she isnt haiyo i cannot do much. cos i dun see her often. how to help. i'm sure ppl around her will. so i cam step aside. i send audrey home, to mk sure she's same. not fee;ing well. nights gonna slp. haha i wanna find a guy n just have a fairy tale. to forget my misery. its my turn to have fun isnt it. hais. where is my break. can i have it now? hais everything seems missing in my life. thomas seems hais i dunno. pei suan quitting the god damn band! useless shit, waste my energy talking. its stupid reasons lors. cant believe she said all that. hais. if she quits with those freaking lame reasons. i can quit too. who bothers manz. its your love for something that matter. i dun deny i feel really depressed over my playing. but at least i am trying to become better. hais. i am so useless fails to do anything. should have drank more yesterday
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