:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
imagine you like someone whom you're close friend likes. obviously i'm trying to give up. but that liking is still there permanently. he is really crazy mad and funny. someone i like!. really like. though i know its kind of impossible that he will like me but i still like him! haha. i like him for sometime already. i didnt tell my friend cos i found she likes him! haha well. she has a higher chance. cos she is pretty. thinking whether i should give up. hahaha but i've been thinking, why am i always giving wad i like to others. hmmmmms question that i'm been pondering!
love i cant escape from him. i already give in so much to loads of my friends. why cant i at least for this time. keep him for myself! kaos sound like really i can get him. haha craps! lolol last few nights. his sms were sweet. [duh, i like him] lolol. haven been seeing janice, wondering how she is. hope she is ever happy than ever with her job, eu, and life. yeap. wad i wished for is that she will always be happy. no matter where she is. though kind of really sad knowing that she may be going aus soon. most prob. but well yeap. i'll wish her all the best. yeap. sound like losing someone again huh. know she'll enjoy there so yeap, i'll be happy too! =)
i've been thinking pass few days, why am i so down. i totally forget about my principle of being happy always. all my principle i totally neglect them. after going through my principles. i felt a total new person. rui jian send me couple of smses. i dunno i feel weird cos the way he sms was rather weird. i dunno if its a confession or wad. but hmmmms he refused to admit. stupid les partner. zzz whahaha lalalalala. but "he" is still the best. been thinking about him. but haha whahaa i only can dream of having him! lolol ying ting is attached! WOW someone i least expect manz! yeap. hohohoho.
yest went for phil youth practise was cool. now officially phil youth member after gavin quit. haha but not really happy. dunno why. weird! lolol now the whole band in nyp knows my NICKNAME all thanks to zhi hui, jac , and mei ting! lolol haha stupid! zzzz. first time a long blog!! lololol. i sound different now dun i?? compared to other posts for the last few weeks! i'm enlightened!! aahhaha i love him. seriously. wadever it is, i let fate decide =). he is really nice! =X
