:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
freak valentine. i cried manz. was warming up the band. i'm born with stage fright and was humilated up there. i'm the concert mistress but i dun seem to fit to be one. i tried my best i was very nervous its my first time up there. looking down into eyes of mature people and i made mistake and was critised in front of everyone by lewis n chek yeow. i broke down walk away silently. mei ting went to the toilet to hunt me down sians hais. she scolded me after i told her i cant do it. she scolded me. she believes in me. but i cant believe in myself. i lack of confidence. its so different from secondary school. i dunno wad to warm up. i dunno wads going on. i dunno wad to do. i'm like a lost bird in a large cage. hais
i wanted a guy but it seems that i cant have one. i'm just fated ba. accept the fact that i'm going to be single forever! =X
