:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
have i told you lately that i love you?? argh stop @^#&^%(**#&
being in love is sooooo stupid. i tok so fast for wad!! my heart beat was pumping fast. = cant wait for saturday. somehow i want to always hold you, but one day i'll have to let go for i love you just simply tooo much. should i? i dunno i've already lose hope in love. looking at couples makes me wanna just cry!. looking at female and guy couples makes me admire them, cos even same sex they have someone who loves them. dawn been there for me nowadays she showered me with concerns and i'm really wanna thank her. for the worst day of my life she appeared. she supports me though she tells me that liking the same sex is not right. but i told her i really love this person. but well i'll just have to let fate once again do their job. i'm been working hard to get back to her closer, but is she doing the same thing?. makes me feel abit like, i dunno how to say. i'll not give up thats what teresa been telling me. she is in love and the guy loves her too. happy ending. fairy tale begins. but for me? it seems such a long journey i'm tired. i just want to go somewhere far to let my feelings out. i've confessed like wad mei ting say, does she really knows that i loved her seriously, the love that i am showing, does she really knows? first time i ttook so much courage to confess, i wished it was like when we first met, and was soooo close. i missed that. why did zi an appear! argh. then why did i appear. if i dun appear maybe things will be different, will she be happier? am i a burden to her? hmmmmmms, whatever wad done is done now i just have to keep on trying. maybe this will be the last for me. LAST. after this if i fail, its ok =) i wun lift my head to look at anyone. muahahha den i'll refrain from falling in love once again. first time the very first time i think so much. the positive and negative side. but well its life. i miss christine and janice. where are you people, for i need your advice.
