:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
she's avoiding me, for? why? am i thinking too much? but she isnt like this. was that neo print going to be our last memory?. is...history going to repeat again. is the rock going to break into pieces? why isnt it lasting? why is it ending? topics are getting lesser. meetings are getting little. i begun to not know her. not understanding her. even her memory for me is fading all the way to the back. must things always turn that way? must i always hurt people? or they hurt me? why cant we just be what we are before. so wad its a past, cant it be the same as present. it always make me emotional when i come to think about all this stuff. cos i always think to the negative side. i already have nothing to comment, totally speechless, and feel numb. lost the feeling of being loved by a "sister"?by a loved one?help plz? i'm really trapped.feeling like a child sitting alone in a dark empty classroom..a locked classroom.
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