:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i feel terrible right now. and it just simply worsen with the help from the sorching HEAT! goodnesss. i cant stand it. i need a swim but the sun is terrible. not sunny. on and off. hais i need a swim. everything doesnt seem right. i think i need a break i need one. silly thoughts that kept pondering my life and past that indulge me into deep guilts that hais nevermind. everything just dun seem right at all. i desperately need something. put i just dunno wad. haha its crazy. i just spent approximately 50 bucks yesterday. body shop, a shirt, and sakae sushi with leng suanne and karen.
everything seems missing in my life. everything seems like bits and pieces. my jigsaw puzzle is like filled with holes. nothing is completed. i am getting fatter i better start dieting. the double bass girl is cute manzz. zzzzz. the existence of cute girls still exist. she is talented i must say. hmmmmms no newcomer guys caught my attention yet. but yong jun is crazy lesbian gay. wadever. haha i miss swimming with him. =( sads bleah wadever.
i guess i better maybe have a quick swim. bath and off for band. what's wrong with mei ting. hais
feeling freaking terrible. very terrible. oh baka i feel useless hahaha. enough of all this please. hais tsk let me suffer for her instead can i? let her be happy. i dun mind miserable. i'm already so just give it to me. oh great the sun is off again. @&*%*&**#*I$*&@&@&$TUJTI&$ DA VINCI CODE rocks manz. i'm finishing the boook. tsk heee =) i miss christine. i haven seen her for decades. wonder how is she.
