:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
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thanks drey for consoling me yesterday. hmmmmmmmms i miss "him". how i wish i'm a little more better looking. suddenly i felt numb over lots of things. is this my life? why isnt it turning to way i wan it to be. hais i know life will never turn out the way i want it. hais my playing in band deproved ALOT! i'm struggling to train back. its pretty tough. with excessive stress in studies and band esp. i love band and noone can stop me. wad am i toking. hais sick again. getting worse shit. hais
fought with my mother yesterday. it was the worse fight ever. i almost wanted to leave the house. long story, i cried like hell. i didnt want to scream at her over the phone. she screamed at me first. FOR a stupid thing. i was studying ok. from 9am-9pm den she accuse me for lying. cos its just so coincidence that her 1st sms i was waiting for bus. she wanted to fetch me at 915 i told her i'm on my way home. den her 2nd sms i just board the bus. and she say where am i. i said on the bus. the duration of the 2 sms is only 5 min. its just coincidence. and she accuse me for lying to her. say that i'm hiding from her! COME ON I DIDNT! she screamed at me over the phone. i cried lors! =( but well hais its the past. today she came into the room and hug me! i was shocked. hais sometimes really dunno what is she thinking. but well i love her. thats a fact
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