:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
yesterday night was horrible. i cant sleep. my stomach was hurting like crazy i visit the loo like noone's business. but still i'm gonna run later. haha during my 2 hours of sleep yesterday. i dreamt of someone. haha i was out with someone. haha and suddenly that someone hugged me and held my hand. hmmmms the feeling was something i had never felt. haha like i say its a dream. somethings if are meant to be. it will be. haha i cant expect much haha cos its not me who set the rules of my life. haha i am happy with wad i have with that someone. haha i am content. =) i am very happy now with my life. with the things and the someone that i like.
janice and jia hui i have succeed in forgetting my pain and hurtful stuff. haha now i'm given something i deserve. maybe to some people. this thing is small or nothing to them. to me wad i am given now. the surprises. i am very content and satisfied. at least i am happy now. haha no frownings hahaha. there's so much to tell you guys. haha i know wad questions you two may ask already. perhaps one of them "are you sure about this?" "are you sure you like this person" haha. the answers i already have them. i have see through my pain to get to this stage. and i wanna say thanks. janice and jia hui and someone i will never be able to pull through this hurdle. but i did it. with all of your help. and to this special someone. haha i didnt realise how much you meant to me. cos audrey was on my mind the other time. i have never realise you were someone whom i....... i dunno how to say. haha. confessions have been made. be it you or me. haha i wanna say thanks =). i am smiling everyday in my life cos i have you and my grps of friends. yeah i am not joking. haha hahhaha sometimes its hard to say 3 words. haha =) see you
haaa went out with leng, thomas, karen clar, suanne, wei xiang and MEI TING LoL!. had great fun laughing like crazy. but my menses is killing me! LOLOL!!!! heavy flow. LOLOL!!! terrible. finally heavy flow haha AFTER almost a year BA! LOLOL muhahahahha haiyo disgusting la. fancy talking about this online! LOLOL haha oh well met mei ting at ang mo kio first! haha she say i look like some ah beng LOLOL when she saw me. sad sehz! LOLOL no lars. hahafunny girl. haha keeep taking pics on the train. haha den showed me her pics! LOLOLOLOL and her "boyfriend" LOL!!! haha. supposed to go for mr Wee's hmmmms wake at istana. but didnt in the end. yeah hahahha so we shop shop around! LOLOL i was exceptionally quiet yesterday!! LOLOL the menses la. and the achings of LEGS stomach shoulder. elbow. hahaha!!!! was shy yesterday too!! haha shall not go into much detail about it! LOLOLOL oppppps. haha. in the end i cant laugh much! haha. thomas leng and me! haha did quite alot of stupid things when we were at city link from the mrt all the way till the end. we are crazy. passed by a shop "fa. ge" and thomas make it sound like F**Ker zzzz. and "FURLA" haha turn it into F**K la. zzzz they are crazy lors. and we started to talk in monotone voice. haha and monotone and sianleess hello sign. haha look more like a gay. cant stop laughing! LOL. haha den we went suntec passed by Ruola. wai leng suddenly say "hey that girl in black is christine" we were like huh? haha she say you know the phantom of the opera. roula and christine zzzzz. hahaa lol!!! zzzz muhaahha. stop by KFC haha den wei xiang sat my place haha den have to sit beside thomas haha so squeezy!! LOLOL kiddings!! LOLOL thomas is so going to kill me! LOLOL ahhaha. hahha gosh i'm coughing like crazy!! haha. den we went KKhospitial!!! =( to meet JACKIE MON!!! LOLOLOL had mac there! LOLOL oh well. haha ok the end of the day
muahhahhahahhahahahhahahhaha opppppps. i'm an ah beng lolol. haha she took back her words!! haah lolol goood muahhhahha.
haha i'm missing someone now! LOLOL oh my god! LOLOL oppppps... HAHAH!!!!!
