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.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i've been tearing since morning. tears just keeps raining down. my eyes burning red and the feeling is like burning.! oh my. i have 2 chicken eyes on my LEG!!!! oh my i still remember sec sch i have 5 on the base of my feet. my dad brought me to the clinic my dad pin me down on the bed. and the doctor was like injecting some shit into the eyes of the chicken haha on my feet. 4 injections oh my terrible. and he burn a burner you know to melt metals??? those kind. i keep cryiNG!!! cos it HURTS!!! and i cant walk properly for more than a week. terrible. now i have it again! i'm not going back!!! zzzzzzzzz and right leg oh my since dunno when there are small little things poping out!!! LOLOL. so kuku. i'm very tired. but i cant sleep. hahha!!! lol wad manz. i keep yawning and yawning!!! haha
haha i haven update about yesterday. haha went to jac's house for dinner after my meeting with hui min and adeline. discussed the designs and stuff. friday we need to pass up. abit rush but i think hui min n adeline very efficient so i think everything will be done fast. coool manz. helped up with jac at the kitchen washing the plates and stuff. haha must help ma. goodness haha i'm very shy like eating there but do nothing! haha so washing at least hmmmms i helped up a little around 1% lol. i hate a little only, cos quite hard to swallow. feeling a little sore on my throat haha but i still drink coke. muahhahaa. opppps. hahaha the boys helped jac to put up her oil paintings! haha and hmmms all of us haha created some fights or something her room like some 8 degree earthquake or tycoon just happened or something!! LOLOL so sorry jac lol. muahahahha.
feeling alittle hmmmmmms unwell should be ok later. muahahha!!! laughing and smiling kick all illness away!! lolol my cough hmmmms got better after drink coke!! LOLOL muahahha. i'm a weird kid! lol!!!
hahaha been thinking about my life. haha disappointment i caused haha. such as being a bi now? hmmmmms its a decision after thinking alot. you can come and talk to me to like be a normal girl. liking guys and wear skirt n stuff. but that is just not me. why make myself uncomfortable to compromise with supposed to be normal life. i am happy now. with my life. with the things around me. i have a group of friends who cares. that wad i call true friends and buddies. sometimes i have enough of being commented that i am ugly. comment me this and that. spare a thought for others sometimes. i'll never forget that i was mocked in front of a group of guys cos i am freaking ugly during this freaking year. i totally hate it. and being a spare tire to some people. being used. they may not be like this. but the actions treatment its obviously i was taken for granted. ok i am used to it. its life i know. but there is this someone who i never thought will be someone who treats me like a sparetire. it totally digust me. haha i mean i still care for this person. but zzzzz i hate it when cares are not appreciated. haha i bet there wun be replies. haha
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