:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
[...another day passed...]
my eyes are closing, very tired. hais got a bloody D+ for my french. put in so much fiaking effort ok. rachel got an A. BRUNO B+! fiak ok. ARGH! i feel soooooooooooooooooooooooo demoralize. hais really going to cry but i didnt. hais. i suck. get a D. its an almost F grade. soooooooooo upset. kept calling audrey today. she encouraged me. hais at least she is someone i can talk to. really talk to in school. huay min and they rest have their own BIG problems dun wan to like bother them. i damaged my lip-ing. cant play well on my eup. fiak. idiot. i hate vulgarities! but i just cant stand it. so many problems suddenly like surfaced out. from like nowhere. hais. my god-sister so upset! heartbroken! hais! fiak you alvin! if i see you one day i'll skin you totally! nothing left ok! DO YOU HEAR ME! FIAK YOU! I HATE YOU FOR HURTING SISI! ARGH!FIAK! ARGH!!!!!!! my sister ok. come on why hurt her. why! she is only 15 and you're doing this. she is also partially at fault at first!. but look to hell at you alvin, LOOK HOW MUCH DAMAGE YOU HAVE DONE! i HATE YOU!! do you know how much i LOVE MY SISTER! IDIOT! you make her so hurt that i cried for her ok. fiak you alvin i hate you! you made her cry so much. you made her STOP SMILING! i wan my sisi back you hear me! do you how much she love you!! i know its not totally alvin's fault, but ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why hurt her to such an extent!!!!!!! how many times must i cry a day manz. argh!
