:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
[..angel..by Sarah Mclachlan..]
7. Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enoug
hand it's hard at the end of the dayI need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weight
less and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here.
[...zzz...]
pengs my whole week. all i can pass is IMB! fiak! i really have to buck up alot alot! i aim top 10 in class. gosh must aim high in order to achieve my goal! yup! anyway had a great time with my classmates today. haha its totally cool and awesome! hahah its very hard to describe in my blog hahha. we had TOri Q and we ate outside of paragon as a class. haha we were like centre of attraction. everyone is like looking at us. i think my class is simply cool. hahaha. then we bought alcohol. hahah we bought BARCADI dunno what 40% hahaha. i drank alot! =P hee and other 7 type of alcohol that we bought. haha strangely haha i'm fine! lololol hahhaha didnt know i can drink that much! gosh hahaha. hahaha we wanted to watch movie! den end up didnt! stupid but we play pool!! hahha really very fun! lolol we sing dance scream hahha in the pool centre everyone was like looking at us! hahahha i love my class! hahaha bruno hahaha pro! stupid so pro for what! haha haha lendl too. haha i'm lousy like crazy. ahha and i'm the like crazy freak who keeps on laughing! hahahha ok thats me! lolol. had tons of fun! haha i simply love my friends i have in NYP! they really taught me lots of stuff. and friendship of course! hahaha. destress 3 level down! haha was really stress the last few weeks! haha only can enjoy today. tommorrow homework again! hahaha hai well thats the life i chose! haha so i cant complain! hahahha oh ya wanted to meet janice hahha but not fated! hahaha muacks i love 3-some!
[..presentation..]
tiring day. inorganic paper was alright. at least better than physical chem(i studied yet..z i did badly) presentation was incorrigible, i shivered like noone's business at the front row. i was so so so so nervous, luckily janice sort of relax me down. or else i think i'll do really really badly!!!! shucks though, i missed out lots of points in my presentation, was so nervous that i forget to read my own speech script! zzzzzz i even jumped to point at one of the pic! what crap! bound to deduce lots of marks! sads. such a failure. let my friends down! my leg hurts thanks to the "heel shoes"!! kind of disappointed, spent so many times practising and on researching. and i perform badly on my account. my team mates were good. hais
get to know 3 band guys. they are nice and caring. z
hoping to fall in love, however no chance. bleh. whatever. suddenly, the day before BJ tok to me. my previous previous ex. out of sudden, was pretty shocked! haha he just broke up with his Gf. haha den talk alittle haha here and there. suddenly, it wasnt bored toking to him, not like er last time? haha i hate smokers. i mean they may not be a bad person, but why smoke. its just a lame excuse to say that you're stress and you smoke. everyone has a choice to say no to such things. hate people giving lame excuses. i'm missing my sec sch band. going back next sat to teach ah ming. hahahaha my loveable junior. hahaha. this week lots of unexpected surprises happened, and i finally came to my senses on "relationships" haha. thanks to Xiu and the rest .=) smiles yeah. haha yawns. tired. nothing to do. so showing off(showing off my friends not me) haha some pics taken today haha after my presentation haha i'm lame. as usual. opps
haha the "gay-some" from the left : desmond, bruno and guan lim =)
a bit unclear haha . haha From Left : Rachel and liana!! =) haha they are great friends! cool!! hahaha
haha bruno again. have to thank him! he encourage me alot. haha and joke with me to cool me down. nice guy =) his cousin is DAMN CUTE!! hahaha
my whole class!!! hoho cool class i have! crazy people too! haha laugh alot. and they love to sing!! haha and danCE!ESP: MAZIYA!! haha opps. hahaha proud to be in MB0403!! hee =P thats all!! hahaha
[stupid..argh...stress]
super stress studying and studying and studyin. thats what i've been doing the entire 2 weeks. so tired. but i have to. no choice. physical chem. stupid i'm so disappointed, studied so hard, and end up forgetting everything when i look at the paper. keep scolding vulgarities. i hate vulgarities but it just came out of my mouth. i'm really very stress. laughing smiling all the way but i still feel stress. z argh. tml presentation, i'm so freaking nervous. i'm looking at the diagrams i'm presenting i know what i want to say i understand. but i just dunno how to express out. what came out from my mouth are all rubbish. like this how to pass! ARGH! so stupiD! i'm so stupid! i'm really exhausted. lack of sleep. all my classmates lack of sleep. i really need a good sleep after my last paper on fri. so rush entire week exams, with a stupid presentation in the middle of the week. so hectic. does the teacher think what we are thinking? so stupid . having a presentation in the middle of the week and we are having exams the whole week. z does she know that we are so tired. everyone is like haiyo. thurs microbiology paper. fri maths and french. i haven started on french. reading last min, i wun do well. like this i cant make it!!!! ARGH! got to study. . cant wait for friday
