:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
wei jing's mum passed away in the muar accident. i was hoping my friend is joking with me. but she wounldn't say this kind of joke. its serious. i thought i was dreaming, but my phone rang. joy called telling me about this. she sounds like she cried. i was on the verge to cry but i held it there. my night was gone just like this.
despite all this, another sadness merged from the surface before that. was on the phone with her. i swear she sounds not ok. forget it. i shouldnt care and worried so much. for i hurt myself in the end. i'm just a fucking think too much person. whatever, i'm ugly. whatever i have no suitors. whatever, thats the end of my whatever shit thing i'm going through.
whatever, i'm giving you up yong jun. forget it. i dunno wad to say now. both of us are just fated to be buddies. for i love you so much, the more i have to let you go. rumours will stop. happy ending for you. life is this all for me? why me. i lost my dad. i just hope to love someone that i really loved. is that wrong. shut up and go away. i have enough of all this shit.
