:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
the show was HORRID haha i was really disgusted by it honestly. hahaha oh my i dunno how to describe the scenario. haha oh my. haha its just heaven! haha thanks my dear. =D hahaha oh my i dunno how to blog this manz. dunno where to start. but today will be my Best day EVER. hahaha more to come? lol opppps janice got into NUS!!! WOOOOOOOOOOT BUDDY must be overjoyed!! LOLOL i'll treat you to bombers!! bomb the place i still remember you treat me to bombers when you got yr O's results. moment to remember!! love you buddy!!!! heeee bean rocks!!
problematicsensationmadness"later follow me to bukit timah and ask if the end teacher can give one on one tution" that means more hmwk. more stress. "do yr eng hmwk" is that all you can say or talk to me. zzzz biting my teeth tongue anything. to fight back my stress. "if you fail again, i dun care about your future. pay your fees yourself" is this your motivation or demoralization phrase for me? more of discouragement. wad can i say. she expect me to skip class or leave my lesson early to go for tuition if every mon i have lesson until 6. wth. eng more impt than my diploma? she expect to be there at 630 for lesson. rushing the hell out of me. she meant well. its tiring. is like to her i have no school hmwk. to her A is more impt. to her i am nothing compared to my brother. dun care le hahhaa.
went to nyp system to check out the entry requirement for university all over the world. found out that haha i have nowhere to go. i have to jia you le. or else i'm going to burn myself to death. haha. my mom saw the news paper and was pointing at the 3 new brainful female scientists. one of them average GPD of 3.996 out of 4. me? 2.355. zzzzz long way to go. i can be like her. i'm determined. i'll get my PhD. and my stable career and income. i will. i have a motivations to motivate myself. haha i have. i'll not name it haha here.
my brother going for camp today till friday i'll miss him. thanks for haha covering my surprise for my mom yest. it was PERFECT but my small brother spoil it. wth haha. he told my mom "mummy i have a secret to tell you. but i cant tell you now, later you will know" i was outside the door cursing my brother. zzzz hahhaa but he is cute la. haha i'm GOING out to eNROL for tuition le. going to westmall to teach my god sis, science with her friends. my only god sister!! haha i love her manz. haha.. i'm exhausted today. haha laugh too much. k i shall go bath now.
