:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
haha i'm back from camp.been fun like crazy!!!! hahahhaa i miss camp somehow!! haha however been having crazy week cos people are asking crazy question. about me liking a guy. or a guy liking me!! hello zzzzzz we are close not equals to couples~!! hahaa such as sasa asking thomas if he likes me! zzzz such as me liking william. zzzzz and stupid yong jun saying i like BENEDICT!!! AR!!!!! this is crazy. and GLEN!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz nothing to say. a tough camp i have but however a good one. i finally improve alittle. and had a hard time teaching. trying to think of better skills n pattern to teach my section. kind of hard cos everyone is diff in a sense that i cant explain.
sinfonia is coming and had some hard time practising some parts asked lao shi for some help though. hahaa soo cool hahahahahaha he is great resourceful i must say. strict definately. and i really respect him totally! yeap he said i improve a little! you know it booost my moral. he ask me n mei ting to practise another practise!! haha so cool. been learning alot in nyp. and i'm glad that i'm in phil youth so i can learn more n share the skills i learn with mei ting!! =)
whahahhha hais i miss him. yeah hahaha i was toking to thomas about him. than i told him i love him. i told that that the love word in used in this case cos i realllly love him. his cheerful smile. i mean everything. yeah. i dun really know him REALLY well but i wan to know him really more. i cant confess or anything cos i know its pure rejection if i do so now. i've been crazy like asking him to like my friend, i'm hurting myself i'm stupid man! haha really stupid. haha but i think i'm going to stop wad i'm doing now and try to wooooooo him!!! MY GOD i'm a girl. but i dun care. hahahahahahahaahahhahahahahhahah thats me i guess.
haha been toking to william in this camp too thus MISUNDERSTAND arises. zzzzz my goodness hahahaha lewis and him had some problems haha and like having not really cold war not that serious. yeah i told him my view hahaha and he agrees finally! today william me thomas tommy zhongxi allison zisheng angelina and the clar girl [i forget her name again] went swimming!! haha my disgusting figure is revealed!! whahahhaa but i dun care i guess hahahahahahaahaha had laps with some of them and i won some!! hahaa cos some of them had some small incident in the middle of the pool. haha been fun during this camp and i love it like crazy!! woooooooooooot hahahahah its hard to really describe my feeling about this camp but most impt is i LEARN alot and i played ALOT!! hahahaha
haha ar!! i miss janice =) how are you!!!!!! sorry if i cant meet up with you!! i'll appear at yourworkplace one day!!!! haha and christine my beloved brother i always love and jiahui!! aR!!! hahahahahaahahaha WAn yu of course hhahaha haha sisisissisisisisissisisisissi toooo wo zhui ai de sista!!! hahahahahahaahaha dun be so sad. dun hide your feelings tooo. though i dun always see you or seldom see you. but hmmmmmms if you need anyone i'm here always. dun deny you almost cry that day. i know it yeah =) be cheerful no matter wad. tml will always be a better day =)
