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.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
[..freaks..] was in a bad low mood. yeah i smiled as usual but yesterday i smiled as usual in the outside not the inside. hais i called audrey to like ask about something den i heard the bad news that her friend just passed away. immediately i thought of the past. hais i broke down in the taxi. was on my way to park lane. hais i really dunno why i cried, the feeling of that day i lost my dad just came back. hais i missed him. terribly told some people about this cos i really need someone to tok to. i didnt tell audrey about this, cos she was already in a low mood. hais den mei ting's bday i couldnt go cos i'm in a low mood i mean i cant possibly go there and spoil her party with my mood. hais well this is life hais. but went causeway with william wai leng andy and lewis. lewis was pissed cos we didnt go for mei ting's party. but come on i have my reason. i wan her to have a good time and not spending time to console me this and that. hais william was really kind caring etc etc etc. he helped me carry my eup for the whole journey. i like him you know. haha tok some secret shots of him =X heee waileng kept laughing at me, for this stupid secretive shots of mine acts. heee =) didnt realise i kept talking to william the whole journey. he is really nice to tok to =P hee well =) this at least brighten my day alittle today was better haha was with my mother =) i miss her. weekdays normally didnt have much time to tok to her. so gotta catch up with her during the weekends. she has been soooo stress i dunno how to help her hais! =( tok to audrey on the phone for around 45 min. =) brighten up my day. i love her manz. life is so fragil. i want people around me to know that every single second min hour days months year centuries. i love them and i care for them and i miss them. i cant always be there but i wan to catch every opportunities that i have with them and remember them always. cos one day i will not have this chance anymore. so i'll treasure every moment that i have and cherish them. i love my family: my mom, and bros. i love my friends: esp janice jiahui. i love my hao xiong di : christine. i love my two beloved sisters. : audrey and sisi. sisi and i sisters for 3long years. and i love you sisi. and i love everyone! cos everyone deserved to be loved and cared
problematicsensationmadnessfought with my mother yesterday. it was the worse fight ever. i almost wanted to leave the house. long story, i cried like hell. i didnt want to scream at her over the phone. she screamed at me first. FOR a stupid thing. i was studying ok. from 9am-9pm den she accuse me for lying. cos its just so coincidence that her 1st sms i was waiting for bus. she wanted to fetch me at 915 i told her i'm on my way home. den her 2nd sms i just board the bus. and she say where am i. i said on the bus. the duration of the 2 sms is only 5 min. its just coincidence. and she accuse me for lying to her. say that i'm hiding from her! COME ON I DIDNT! she screamed at me over the phone. i cried lors! =( but well hais its the past. today she came into the room and hug me! i was shocked. hais sometimes really dunno what is she thinking. but well i love her. thats a fact
problematicsensationmadness[..ALICIA KEYS LYRICS - If I Ain't Got You..]
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that’s life’s a bore, so full of the superficial
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need 3 dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what, what would it be?
With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah
If aint got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I aint got you with me bab
