:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
yesterday went for class BBQ had loads of fun however thinking of something else at the same time too. BBQ was great everyone came except the 3 girLs 1 Guy. hmmmms hahaa bruno and joon hong's girlfriends were there too and had hell load of great time. laughing BBQing the fire from the pit was like sooo hot my hands are cooked. haha. still quiet annoyed with kim hock totally hate him. i tried not but he always has that freaking face and attitude thinking he is the best. oh come on. to me he is the worse lot of people in my friends list. he is my friend but i just hate him really hate him sometimes. smsed mei ting the whole night. i was shocked ? tensed up? but the thought of her joking is like there. cos i was tricked the first time. but this time the feeling seems different. she doesnt seem joking. i dunno what to do. i'm sorry mei ting. are you joking? or i dunnno. i'm in a dillemia now. i'm totally lost. i cant concentrate yesterday.
janice and jia hui came with a 1.85 m high tent which can hold 6 people sleeping in it. BBQ ended all went home except huay min guan lim lendl michael and me. they went for pool first so i went to the tent set up with the help from kim hock hong sheng and rui jian before that. and was really interesting thanks guys =). threesome played taidee and i didnt lose at all?=X janice kept losing. playing taidee my mind slip back to my problems. in the end well guan lim they all came to join jan and jia in the tent. 7 people with still much space left in the tent to play murderer. the size of the tent is like huge haha. i kept losing! horrible. i either was the detective and i mistaken the murderer as someone else. or i was caught by the detective. i did loads of ridiculous stuff. one of them was like walking to the BBQ pit and i have to loook into the rubbish bin WITH ppl around that area. SHOUT into the bin "XIAO MING NI ZAI NA LI" omg. haha they must be able to hear wad i say in order to accept it. and lucky they did hear and it was loud. den another on was with jiahui and guan lim. standing in the middle of the beach and recital the singapore pledge LOUDLY!! haha its damn funny la. and the couples around must be really cursing us! haha. DEN the worse came. guan and ME!! tsk i have to kiss him and he have to kiss me. aND! thanks to nini she took a pic of THAT!!! =( haha omg. i am soooo PAISEH!!! tsk. haha guan lim himself have a couple of dares, haha he ran out of the tent and have to shout "AEROPLANE. you see AEROPLANE....... etc hahahha" damn funny at the beach. there were couples haha!! den guan lim and janicelost haha and they have to dance indian dance at the tree together!! haha. huay min was worse she has to skip around 4 girls siiting at the beach. skipping around them and den stop and wave at them and say hello!!!! hahha!!! OMG!!!! janice lost once again and she had to call bruno a total stranger to her! haha cos bruno doesnt have janice's number so she has to act like those seductive girls and ask him " hi wo shi kiki, ni jin wan ji mo ma." and hang up!! den guan lim call bruno and say "hi i'm kiki" and we burst out laughing!!! hahaha bruno had a great shock1! hahha omg. muhahha!! it was fun. really laughing and laughign! den soon we played till 5 am plus!! haha coming six. den i went out of the tent and sat at the beach. then the problems came back i start thinking. and think wad should i do. yest i reallly reallly have a shock. hmmms should i believe or i shouldnt. but its pretty impossible she's been talking to me about guys 4 guys who likes her. and we laughed alot. kicked ass alot. haha hmmmmms and we do talk alot. but yest she sound reallly .. argh haha i'm lost lost lost. very lost. she knows who i like. and it very impossible she is a bi! but but she told me she is TODAY" omg hmmmmms i know you'll read this girl. you're kidding right. i want to know the truth dun lie =). i really do care for you girl. for you are going through a though time. dun isolate yourself manz and speak the truth so i can help you. and myself
a sense of relieve knowing audrey's mom is ok. i didnt sleep well this two days. happy birthday audrey's mom! =)
when willl things be great for me..... i'm yearning for a happiness.
