:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i dragged audrey into this? i caused her to feel this way? did i? i am sorry, i shouldn't have tell you. spoilt your day isnt it. i'm sorry i didnt hug you! cos i STINK! LOL. i say i'll hug when we go out le ma! LOL my kisses lehz? LOL omg we are CRAZY!!! hey you ok ma babe? hmmmmmms if you really feel awkward there is only one solution to this problem? lol! hmmms yeah i am dead serious now k. dun feel awkward REalllllly. h ai s. why are you awkward over waD? your 300 i'll try to get it back fast for you. to the best that i can.
audrey lim i wanna tell you this. dead serious now k. you are someone DEAr to me i admit. i walked off today cos i wanna think wad is going on. everyone trying to back out. i cant take the impact when i have alot of things to do. i just fought with my mom. a very big one. i dun even dare to come home. i just wanna stay outside to such an extent k. when i wan to talk to you you're always very busy. if you're busy i can understand allllll the time?. i tried giving up being myself. cos so many of you treating me like this. of all the people i love i trust i am only left with mei ting n janice to talk too. now today i learnt you have a problem you didnt even tell me when it happened. i wasnt there to console you. you make me feel very bad. now it like i only can say i love you to you or i miss you but i cant show anything at all. cos i wasnt given a chance.
if you feel awkward cos of wad that person had said please k. its between me n that person. i wanted to say something but then your friend was there. haha cant say manz. thurs if you are coming.
ok back to blooggy. oh my god i miss her? hmmmmms walked her to amk with thomas. when we left her. a sense of like i dunno was to say flood my mind. suddenly i miss her alot! lol omg. hmmmmms wads going on manz. damn happy thomas came and HAD A GREAT TALKs AND LAUGHS today!! LOL told him bout the cries haha that i cried over him and actually audrey too haha but i dint tell him! LOL about the audrey part yet. haha! hmmmms audrey say maybe that person is confused? so she is telling me all that? is it true? i took it very seriously actually. hmmmms zzzz omg haha wads happening
