finally i'm online! blogging? after like 2 months! hais piece of shit so many things happen in my life. i'm so confused so dazed so down. not me at all! wad the hell. i wan to be back to myself. hais i dunno wads wrong. i fall in love with a wrong guy. did badly for my exams. hais i'm going to change my studying style i am going to do that. i cant let all this shit ruin my future. i rule my world. and i'll set it the way i want it. and i'm going to bring my section up with my weird weird teaching method. yup. no harm trying. its better than nothing. yup i love my section i love dmb and i love my band i am in now. though it is stress, i'll try. i fail, stand up and try again. thats life full of surprises. nothing can end up the way you wan it. yup. you either accept it or you give up. you give up it shows the coward side of you. no matter wad the obstacles i am going to face i have to be strong. if i fall noone will look upon me as a model. i have to set good example before people can follow. i may not be a good leader but i am willing to try and do my best. if all the best people becomes leaders. who's going to give chances to those people who are quiet yet potential. i think i am crapping. hahahahaha but i think i've changed since like my dad passed away. that incident gave me a chance to know wads important in my life. and i was hit by it, totally shocked but i changed. if i dun change my bros will not look upon me as model sister! hais i love my mom n bros. i know my mom is really stress i really wanna help but i am not into business type. i only can give ideas thats all. she thinks that i'm too busy on my stuff. she say i am more busy than her. but this is the present! youngster are like more busy than adults i think its true. we youngster have our stuff to do but adults just feel that we are doing stupid useless stuff. they just dun understand our stand! hais.

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