

:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
hahhaha opppps MUAHAHAHHAHA she called me dear OH MY GOD!! LOLOL i'm on cloud hahhahha errrrrrrrrr 10000000???? LOLOLOL muhahhaha i cant sleep last night but still fall asleep at 3 plus lolol! hmmmmmmms she is sick!!! so sad. hahaha and worried. she refused to let me bring her home! LOLOLOLOL. oh my god. hmmmmmmmms i said i'll massage for her tomorrow. den she start the topic of YK. haiyo hey i'll know you'll read this. be it if you like me or you dun like me. somethings are the past. i went through and think through. even if you dun like me. i still like you. liking isnt a crime. i'm not joking when i say i like someone. you've done soo much for me previously. and i am really very thankful and i appreciate everything. i am content with whatever i have now. very content. i finally told you and confessed to you. at least you didnt avoid me and stuff. and i'm glad already. you let me felt things i have never felt before or i have long to feel that way. hmmmmmms talk during you know what. i feel very empty zzzz and dun hide when you are troubled ok. please. idiot you always hit my weak spot. you said please and then i dunno wad to say le. haha tsk =X are you feeling better now? i ask you drink more water and you refused! TSK! i shouldnt have let you eat chicken chop yesterday. shucks. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ok i'm crazy. hahahaha you better get well sooon!!! or else i'll kick your asssss .
i'm doing some band stuff. she walk in and scream at me. what the hell. did i do anything wrongly. sometime i cant treat all of her screamings bad remarks like wind my dear. i didnt do anything wrong or offending her. i am here doing my things. and searching for the best present online for her. and she just walk in and scream at me
fo nothing? thats why i hate coming home. i dun want to quarrel with her manz. i rather take 30 min to walk up the hill den my usual 5 min. i feel so stress at home. so caged up.
i have a shock just now. walking up the hill everywhere was misty. cloudy. all the visions i can see are blurry. i walked up the hill with me handphone in my hand. i sensed someone was behind me i looked abit but i saw nothing but my shadows? i walked calmly. and i played my mp3 songs in my phone. suddenly a cold breeze blew against my back and past my HAIR! oh my i am so damn freeaked out. i sense adrenaline in my blood. i increase the volume of my mp3. suddenly i saw a black car parked outside my condo. blocking my pathway. from far it seems empty sudden i saw a guy in black. oh my. i look on the ground and walk the other side. i almost STEPPEd on a SNAIL but i saw it just in time before my feet crashed it to bits and pieces. i hate the new security guards. soo unfriendly. i hate it. i'll never say hello or nights or talk to them again. haha. hmmmmms i'm really very tired but i cant sleep. i keep thinking of things. haha. i am very happy now but i have unfinish business to do! hahaha sickening manz. haahhaha
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