:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
falling deeply in love with YOU. your smile. your laughter. your voice. your everything. you're really nice you're really outgoing you're really humourous. you just simply took my heart away. but something are meant to me not mind. been thinking that things will change cos i'm determined. but rumours hurts. jealousy arises. hais. glen wanna jio me. er that one is like no. its really ridiculous . my mind was in peace after mei ting told me she was REALLY joking. i've got a great SHOCK! hais. can i just love a girl? i cried last time for i love him yet i cant love him in reality. hope things stay this way. at least i can talk to him. joke around. hang out together.
t-bone section is getting worse so am i. mei ting broke down today telling me a secret a big one. and suddenly i went back to the past when i lost my dad. i fought with my mom yest. i feel really bad. but she making me really stress. controlling me sooo tight.
i love her but she doubt my love. heart shattered. about him my heart shattered too after rumours spread that he and audrey are together. though i know its not true but it somehow hurt a great load. i shed some tears. but well hais. everyone has different perspective i do have mine tooo though are weird. somehow felt hurt after audrey told me i'm too weird that she dun understands me. i thought she understands me guess hais. i'm wrong again. i miss janice. i miss christine wonder if she is coming for the concert. hope she really can come. will be playing solo with mei ting. i'm still working hard on it. cos it sound sucks. today i feel so damn down cos of band of him and some other relationship stuff. tried to smile but things just not going the way it should somehow be.
i really love you. but i cant cos you're heart is just simply somewhere else. even i love you, you never know. all i can do is loving you behind the screen. love is blind i believe soo.
