:: oNly yOu ::
.. -!!sometimes i wish things were like before!!- ..
i dun wish this is true. neither i wan it to be fake. i thought this will never happen between me and him. but it happened. i think i fell in love with him. a plain guy he was. but the smile that he puts up now and then makes me smile. his care and concern, warmth me. i hate this. i hate falling in love. it always ends up negative. i wish i never knew him, wish i never met him. cos i know nothing will happen between us. why fall in love with him. why him. z i didnt realise all this shit, until 2 weeks ago. noone in my life in my dream, a guy being so concern for me. never. he is such a nice guy, but it will cause only pain not gain. i'm finding a way to forget about this. hais. but he is my going to school partner. projects partner. meals partner. gosh!. i wish all this disappear. now i care is my studies and my fellow buddies.full stop. this must be stopped. i control my life. i'm going to put an end to this shit. this is so ridiculous. argh!
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